Sunday, August 30, 2009

An Introverted Look.

Now for all of you who happen to find this blog, or those who see this via my profile I can assure you, this is a warning to stop reading if you want to.

Perhaps the last post I made was a tad overstated. Perhaps I am too hard on myself. This is the result of years of self loathing, but now I am ready for a change.
What am I? Helpful.... or at least I try to be. I try to be understanding and caring. I tend to fail miserably at this, but I try. I have ruined relationships when I try too hard. Ive tried to be the cool guy. That turned out being worse than the trying to hard to care.
Now for those of you who kept reading and are genuinely interested in what I am saying, I can assure you that anything you need I will help you. Now for you all thinking I am a douche for putting this in my blog, I apologize if my thoughts offend you and direct you to the top right corner of this window.
So if you do not understand me, in a nutshell, I care too much. Not in a stalker-ish way..... but in a friendly way. I am always the first to help if you ask. And I never abandon friends. Im super sarcastic and I tend to be abrasive at times. Oh and I am a undercover idealist....... im still working on what that means.....
Well that covers it, and the next post I do will be not about myself... but some hypocritical part of our society and the times in which we live. So for now, I bid you farewell.